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~~~17 years old
~~~straight...
~~~i look chinese but im not
~~~theres a secret that i cant reveal haha
~~~spoiled brat...really
~~~stupid at times
~~~manhid
~~~hopeless romantic
~~~friendly
~~~optimistic
~~~but pessimistic at times
~~~vain girl
~~~maarte
~~~approachable
~~~music lover
~~~ym patron
~~~starbucks addict
~~~looks mature..shocks
~~~lazy
~~~loves travelling
~~~loves beaches and the sand..hahhaa..weird


i live in my own fairytale and i know that my prince will be coming...excuse my childishness...hehehe

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    Sunday, July 30, 2006


    yo...
    it was a long time since i last typed on my blog..hahaha

    juz a recap of my week

    monday:
    classes were suspended
    got myself a me time...meaning pampering
    went to sm bicutan and had an argument with mom..hahah
    juz a petty thing
    started my diet

    tuesday
    classes were a gain cancelled
    went to sm southmall
    searched for clothes but i wasnt able to buy
    went to lets face it and had a facial
    had another argument with mom

    wednesday:
    i didnt go to school
    i had the "suspension of classes hangover"

    thursday:
    i only had one class
    it was marketing
    then i ate at the manx food was good

    friday:
    i went to school early for my service
    i thought that i was joining the school search at dla
    but then we were not
    so dissappointing
    but we went to charbroiled instead
    with justin karen and gerard
    we ate food and stuff
    then went back to school and hung out
    we spent r tym taking pics and making tambay
    and laughing out loud
    kasi we were the only ones sa lobby
    then karen me and kat went to karen's dorm and brainstormed about our makeup sa satuday
    its like everyones preparing for the acquaintance partey
    we posed for the camera again and mom fetched me
    sumabay si steph samin coz her dissmissal is at 5
    so aun

    saturday:
    had make up class in management
    it was fun
    hahaha
    great disscussion but i was dissapointed abt my midterm grade
    it was 50% pasang awa
    sir is really mababang mgbigy ng gred
    so badtrip
    but it was ok at least almost everyone juz got the same score as me..hahaha
    after class we waited for the cradle meeting
    then we ate at flaming wings with youma aiza karen dj and elmer
    i ate mashed potato coz i was on a diet
    i saw a really cute guy there
    i think he was really looking at me
    or was ha banlag??
    basta hes really hot
    we made pictyur2 again
    hahaha
    then went back they said that cradle meeting is cancelld
    hai nako
    and then i called mom tons of times but shes not anwering so i made tambay sa school again
    i tried learning how to tambol the percussions but i cant seem to learn
    hahaha
    elmer said that theres a certain tono sa style ng pgtambol
    the are 5 styles
    hahaha
    d ko parin magets
    so i ended up leaning sa percussions nia
    and making tambol it repeatedly
    then mom came na
    we went to ruins
    she bought dvd
    i was pissed coz stores are closed pa
    so aun
    hahaha
    i had a long saturday
    hahaha

    sunday:
    i stayed at home
    did my accounting homework and i got it na
    i watched the oc season 1
    Thank you dj for lending me the dvd!!!=)
    and then went to sm bicutan and bought ink for the printer

    so aun
    my weekend
    fun
    busy
    hectic and tiring...
    bay...hahaha

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Tuesday, July 25, 2006


    oi...
    hahaha
    for two days we didnt have classes
    coz of fuckn glenda
    the strong bagyo
    grbe
    hai

    so i guess that there would be ALOT of saturday classes
    and things like that
    hahaha
    i started my diet
    hahaha
    fuck
    had a new haircut
    painted my nails wyt
    had a facial

    hahaha
    pampering sa bakasyon...

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Saturday, July 22, 2006


    Yo...
    Im back
    Its been a while since I last typed my blog kasi naman sira ung keaboard ng kompyu
    Fuck un sobra
    Hai nako
    Ive been making my management assignment and accounting report sa laptop ni dadi
    And im actually typing this sa Microsoft word sa laptop ni dadi...again

    ***(how I wish na mgkalaptop dn ako)***

    haahaha wish lng un
    Mukng di naman mgkakatotoo
    Dmi nangyari ngaung wik
    I had fever
    For a few hours nga lng
    Take note: hours lang
    So I wasn’t able to attend the cradle meeting kagabi and service thing...
    Hai
    I never thought that I would get sick
    Pero bakit gnun
    Ngkasakit nga ko di naman ako pumayat
    Hahaha
    Fuck un
    Sobra...
    I had new goals nga e...
    Its juz actually “written” on my mind..
    Hehehe
    E2 xa
    GOALS!!!
    1. Lose weight in 4 months...approx 30lbs(anlaki nun)
    2. Save money...mga 10taw...kaya ba??e starbucks palang ubos na pera ko e..
    3. Maintain my scholarship
    4. Avoid being so tactless para wala akong nasasaktan..hehehekasi theres this one time na nasa zion kami sabi ko ...bsta un na
    5 .be a deans lister next term..sana..wag muna presidents mataas un mashado
    6. take care of my face...dmi ko na zits.. fuck
    7. study accounting..hahaha
    and mis...hai nako
    8. Avoid buying nonsense things
    9. get at least a B sa final grade ko this term
    10. serve the skul..duh scholarship
    11. read more
    12. practice making essays...take time to learn 1 new word a day hahaha,,,weird
    13. read the newspaper
    14. watch the news
    15. type on my blog..hahah..love u blog
    16. exercise more...ung ball and the weights..ok na un
    17. avoid eating too much
    18. Avoid starbucks =( hai...
    □ Tignan nio kasi...It makes me fatter
    □ Inuubos nia pera ko
    □ Tumataba ako
    □ Tumataba ako
    □ Hahaha

    *so these are my goals...
    Ill keep you updated if me progress na ako sa goals ko....
    Its realistic naman diba??
    Hai nako
    Basta
    Ai nga pla...
    Anu nga ba??
    Forgot na

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Wednesday, July 19, 2006


    la lng
    i went to school
    knina
    kht wlng pasok
    kasi a went servicin knina
    (sira keyboard namin)
    tnan nio...
    un
    ...34 cv df... er sby sby lumals yn
    so bak to my kwento

    aun i went there 1 pm
    then aun
    its ereally tirin pota

    taena nxt time na
    sira na to er

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Monday, July 17, 2006


    i had another day...
    hahaha
    duh
    its a monday so its a new week
    ive never expected to have a midterm exam...
    hahaha
    turns out na we have pala midterms in management...
    akalain nio
    fuck un
    i was so surprised
    and we got dissmissed super early..
    hahaha
    10 am lang
    so we waited sa zion
    and i ate food..
    duh
    alangan naman papel
    then then then
    we went to our accounting class..
    i got the results na sa exam
    guess what??
    i got a c
    at list pasa no gago

    tapos after dissmissal we went to select nanaamn
    with juancho karen and jane
    hahaha
    ate agen
    and went to karns house
    parang last wik pota
    hahaha
    then i went home
    duh
    i bought california maki sa tropical
    and superman dvd and american dreams dvd
    ahaha
    shit
    adeek
    and then
    hmmm

    un ngaaral ako for my midterms tom
    fuck luck!!!
    hehehe
    bye

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Thursday, July 13, 2006


    Courage..the truth about anorexia

    this is so touching...at the same time creepy and sad =(

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    I was just sittin in front of the computer all day...
    out of boredom, i went to youtube to browse some videos...
    i dunno wat came up to me wen i searched for videos anorexia...
    i think ive had that disease last year..along with bulimia
    well i heard a really good song...
    its courage by superchick

    "I told another lie today And i got through this day No one saw through my games I know the write words to say Like "i don't feel well," "i ate before i came" Then someone tells me how good i look And for a moment, for a moment i am happy But when i'm alone, no one hears me cry"

    That is what exactly i felt when i was depressed last year....

    these are some parts of the song...

    yeah its a reality that anorexia is a "trend"
    but it kills
    sobra...

    hai nako
    so u pro-anas out there...u should change na
    eat healthy foods
    dont skip meals
    it wont hurt if you eat naman
    hehehe
    ok...
    bye

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Wednesday, July 12, 2006


    hahaha...
    ive never done anything today....

    i never even studied my math ....
    we have an exam tommorrow...
    hahaha
    i cud get over it naman
    i got the topic
    ive searched about it through the net
    see!
    the wonders of technology...
    hahaha

    i dyed my hair again...this time its chestnut color...
    hahaha
    ive been wonderin...
    is my hair gonna be damaged??
    hehhee
    arte
    ako naman me gusto mgpakulay...

    ive been lovin a certain band right now...
    galing nila...
    they are paramore...
    they have a lady vocalist...
    hahaha
    try listenin to their song...
    download kau sa limewire
    hehehe
    gnda tlga...

    hai..
    i never went servicing kanina
    actually nasa sucat na kmi nung tinext ako ni karen na cancelled daw ung skul search...
    i made a big mistake na malaman ni mommy un kasi
    inuwi nia ako sa bahay agad...
    i wanna go to sfc pa naman
    hahaha
    at take note...di ako mgpapacute ha!!
    hehehe

    hahaha....
    these are the things that happened today
    *walang badtrips and frustrations...
    hehehe

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Monday, July 10, 2006


    fuck that day...
    hahaha
    sersyoso
    mall of asia was crap...
    sobra
    kasi andaming tao
    sum of them are wearing rugged clothes pa...
    i didnt mean to be so blunt na nakakasakit na ko but tats really true...
    haaha
    i also watched superman..
    superman is really guwapo
    hahaa
    sobra!!
    i was planning on buying new clothes pero naisip ko na sayang
    pang starbucks ko pa kasi un
    hahaha

    i also have a disgusting kuwento that my family doesnt know...
    i was walking towards d nappy changing station when someone said
    "hi sexy"
    puta!!!
    sa mukha ko pa
    wala na ba tlgang desenteng lalaki d2 sa pilipinas??
    ha?
    and i am not even sexy to be called one
    hahaha
    feel nia ah...
    inside me, i wanted to shout
    "Hoy Putanginamo!! Gago di ka ba tinuruan ng mga magulang mo ng mgndang asal??"
    hahhaa












    so aun
    i hated that day...

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    hai nako
    andmaing ngyari this day....
    1. I had my management report...(buti tapos nako sa reporting...se eula naman..hahaha)
    Break A Leg eula!!!
    2. Had an Accounting Exam... It was so hard but i managerd to answer 4 out of 5 quessies ...un lng naman ang required e...
    3. Never went to the service thing...hahaha
    4. i learned that there was a service thing on wed...yehey!!
    5. i realized thet i was a great make up artist...
    hahaha

    okay so after dissmissal, i never went "servicing" ksi its so nakaktamad!!!
    juancho sat with us (karen,eula, marj and me) hahaha
    and we are MUs na
    as in "Mukhang unggoy'
    hahaha
    juancho kept on calling karen "maria"
    and he called marj "marlon"
    hahaha
    so aun...we got soooooo bored so we went to select
    hahaha
    i treated juancho ice cream
    hahaha
    im nice naman tlga
    after eating, we went to karens place(w/o marj)
    at i realized sumthing...
    hahaha
    read number 5...hahaha
    may secret kming tatlo ni juancho and karen...
    di nio pwde malaman
    hahaha
    so aun laughtrip sa place ni karen
    at natuto ako na mag-tie
    hehehe
    so cute...
    so aun
    mondays done...
    and its fun
    hahaha

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Saturday, July 08, 2006


    watta day!!
    my butts een hurting coz ive been sitting on the computer chair for hours...
    imagine ive been studying from like 2pm to 11pm...
    hahaha

    iam a very studious girl...
    well mainly because i have a report on monday...
    its about conflict resolution..
    hahaha
    ive finished it na so all that ive got to do is to study for my accounting exam...
    i have a whole day for that matter...
    hehehe
    but i think that it would only be half a day coz il go out tom

    di bale...
    i kno some things naman abt the subject so tht wouldn be a problem
    =)

    hai nako but tinatamadtlga ako
    hahhaa
    oh well

    i wanna buy new clothes

    i wanna shop

    i wanna go to starbucks and chill
    *can anyone treat me a mocha frap please?? Grande ha?? hehehe

    whatever...
    hahaha
    btw
    painted my nails green
    *so cool!!!!
    hahaha

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Friday, July 07, 2006






    ive got nothin to do kasi gbi na
    hahaha
    here to upload some photos though konti lng cla
    hahaha

    with caline waiting for the cradle meeting




    with karen wearing juancho's cap

    galing no nagkasya kaming apat!! =)

    hahaahaha

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    hahaha

    okai so im back....
    again
    i had the most boring day in my entire life!!
    sobra
    grabe i thought that i would have a blast gving my services sa school kanina
    anung service ba ginawa ko??
    1. Answering the phone
    2. Photocopy things
    4.sort course syllabus
    5. look at the list of mentor mentees
    6.sit
    7.sit
    8.answer the phone

    hahaha
    see its so boring

    hahhaa
    oke
    gotta go

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    June,Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

    this is so true!!!! hahahah

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    Thursday, July 06, 2006


    hehehe
    i am so tired
    sobra...
    ok
    hehehe
    first subject...
    marketing
    hehehe
    it was okei
    juz plain ok
    its a bit boring though
    heehe
    and then i never got the chance to eat lunch again
    hahahaha
    i think that im getting used to skipping lunch
    its good in a way though
    hehehe

    u know y i skipped my lunch?
    kasi i was studyin for my math long test
    i was so nervous to eat...hahaha
    overacting
    but then i still went to the vendo machine and bought my favorite famous amos cookies...hahhaa
    i really love that "food"
    hahaha

    and then we had a loooong time answering the exams and i got sooooo tired
    sobra
    kasi naman answerin long problem solving questins makes me tired
    hahaha
    hai nako

    then got dissmissed na
    hahaha
    tpos
    i was actually planing on rendering my services sa school again
    but i ended up hanging out
    hahaha
    tamad tlga
    then we went to starbucks putcha nabasa ung pants ko kasi inabutan kami ng rain
    fuck tlga
    but itsoke
    hahaha
    nkapagstarbucks naman e
    hahahaand then balik school for the cradle meeting
    akalain mo me character pako sa "play"
    hahaha
    bestfriend ni jackie
    hahaha
    ok so after the meeting
    i experience "my first commuting exparience" with angela and steph
    hahaha
    i feel so tanga kasi d ako marungong sumakay
    and my naapakan pakong bata
    hahaha
    kawawa nman
    hes a pulubi pa naman
    =sori to him=
    weird

    hahaha
    and then we went to steph's house courtesy of angela's boyfrend
    maraming salamat sa paghatid!! hehehe

    and then i stayed there for an hour or so...but i had fun playing with kyla
    hahahaha
    i had fun
    but i was so tired

    hahaha
    hai nako its late na
    babay
    mwahh

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    Wednesday, July 05, 2006


    ei
    i'm back from a tiring day
    hehehe
    okei

    what happened to day??
    to start off i woke up late again and a havent made it to school early
    hahaa
    akala ko pa naman mkakapagservice ako ng maaga
    then i arrived at school 1 pm na
    unang nakita ko sila youma and elmer
    hahaha
    and then i went to the registrars office
    1pm sharp
    grabe no?
    sharp pa tlga
    and then ms marie told me that nakatoka daw ako sa phone
    hahah
    the phone
    the phone
    my worst fear
    but then after all i managed to answer the fone calls
    and i was saying repeatedly
    "southville foreign colleges helo?"
    hahaha
    there were only two fonecalls though
    i was actually expecting more
    haha
    but its enough
    hahaha
    then after like 30 minutes
    i was assigned naman to photocopy "Stuff"
    i feel so stupid kasi i was asking a lot of questions to sir benjie
    when he taught me how to photocopy things na
    e masisisi nio ba ko
    im a forgetful girl
    hahaha

    after service stuff i met with karen seychelle and elmer to eat
    after a couple of choices on where to eat
    we ended up eating at select
    harhar
    select
    and then i who is on a diet ate again
    hahaha
    (i would not eat dinner na though)

    after an hour
    we went bak to sfc for the cradle meeting
    hahaha
    cradle has a hectic schedule
    performing and stuff
    hahaha
    and i am part of this group
    hahaha

    grabe

    okei

    Frustrations
    *i have a long exam tommorrow and its math
    *have a repot on monday
    *i have a longtest on acctg on monday again

    thats about it
    byee =)

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    Tuesday, July 04, 2006


    yo...
    hahaha
    itsoboring in here...
    im actually having my mis class again and im having a blast(whatever)
    ...uboubo
    hahaha
    okei...
    so i have finished my engerlish class kanina
    and guess what?!?
    we have another project...
    and its actually complicated
    kasi tinatamad ako
    hehehe
    okei...
    and then kanina we had a drug test hahaha
    disgusting
    and i never had yhe time to eat...
    im S-T-A-R-V-I-N-G
    but then im on a diet so its okei
    hahaha

    badtrips and frustrations:
    *have a new project...the so called project plan.
    *prelims are nextnext week
    *i guess i have classes tom and on friday
    *report on management due on monday
    hahaha
    byee

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    Monday, July 03, 2006


    hahaha
    whatever....
    i juz had a tiring day from school
    to start my day.... i woke up sooooo late that i never had the chance to eat my breakfast...
    hahaha
    i was so hungry tlga knina
    and i couldnt think well
    hai nako
    then after the morning class we had lunch sa cafeteria it was so weird coz there were so many people there unlike before and it was soooo crowded...hai nako
    and then...
    what happened
    we had our accounting class
    a coupleof hours later we got dissmissed from class and guess what happened to me..
    i tripped on the stairs and i broke my shoes...
    shit
    my pretty shoes
    the one with the ribbon...
    i really love that shoe
    but then we got it fixed kanina sa mr quickie...
    so aus na xa
    hahaha
    so i had a really looooong day...
    and also its bad3p
    reasons for bad3ps
    *i have a report on management due on monday...shit
    *mom kept on buggin me abt duing "stuff"
    *have a group report due tommorrow
    *have an assignment due tommorrow...
    fuck life.......
    grrrr
    bye
    hahaha

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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    Sunday, July 02, 2006


    hahaha
    i guess ill make this blog my regular one
    =)

    - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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