...confessions of a frustrated thespian...

Thursday, May 31, 2007

"The tans will fade, but the memories will last forever ."

Today, if you haven't noticed was raining hard...This is probably a sign that summer is definitely over for us... In less than a week, most of us will be back to school..And will be again waiting for the next summer to come...=)..Summer is always a memorable season for all of us..

As for me, this was the most memorable yet. I've had many firsts this season.. and i never regret every single one of them... Curious?? Here it is:

I conquered a fear...

oh yes!.. i got my belly pierced on 04/12/07... I had a long talk with my mom about that piercing..and the risks that i would have to take... I know that i do not have a piercing-worthy belly but i really wanna give it a try... However, this is a motivation for me to lose weight..hehehe.. NEXT PIERCING?? TONGUE!!=)

I got in touch with old friends

I'm not into getting in touch with old friends because i want them to take the initiative to talk to me first..haha(arte!). And oh, when i say old friends, i meant old childhood friends.. Got in touch with them through friendster...See a networking site is very useful!!=)

Got bitter and started a new story...
I started a business

yepyepyep... i started a business.. It's called novels for less... An online store that sells preowned novels.. Though i only had a handful(or maybe less) of customers, im still happy since this is my first "business venture"...At least i get to buy starbucks with my own money..hehehe..My business is still running by the way..So feel free to browse through my albums and let me know if you like something...=).. Next year, ill try the food industry..o maybe fashion?? hehehe...

I have experienced commuting via the lrt/mrt for the first time

I never liked commuting.. with all the smoke and irritable people... However, due to my so-called business, i had to meet clients to deliver the novels they ordered... I would have to thank kristel for this.. she accompanied me from paranaque to vito cruz to shangrila to glorietta then going back again to paranaque...However, still cant remember what to ride..hahaha.. I also met her friend that moment..hehee..right tel??

I received an award from school and liked the way i looked in the graduation photo...and oh, im an unofficial graduate..hehe

I survived my first year in college!! hehe.. I got an award which is the academic excellence award..It was weird because i didnt study much last year but still i got one..Im so thankful for that..yey!! And i love the way i look on my grad pic...Without the makeup, all the stress and having my heart broken at the time of the grad pic shoot, i looked great!!=)

I rode a jeepney that was so masikip

I was with my commuting buddy, kristel when this happened... We went at Mall of Asia to watch Spiderman 3... To get home, we have to ride a jeepney that passes by SM Bicutan... The thing is, before the jeepney leaves thay have to fill all the spaces in the jeepney..Meaning masikip talaga.. And they were all men..All scary men..tsktsktsk ...hehe... That was an experience though.

I saw the guy i once loved(the guy on the photo above) and was surprised by my reaction

There was this guy that fooled me once..Let's just call him "big tummy" due to his big tummy that wasnt proportional to his body..This happened when kristel and i watched spiderman.. I actually thought that i would see him at moa but then i didnt... Which was good.. However, when we reached sm bicutan and passed by that big computer shop at the mall, we saw him.. I imagined that moment to happen before.. But it didnt turn out as expected. I thought that i would get hurt when i see him. But when i saw him, nothing happened.. I even took a second look to see if thats really him.hehe..weird right? im so over him... next please??=)

I lost my temper to an older woman

This older woman i was talking about is the owner of "felinas guesthouse" at puerto galera... She told me that she havent received our advance payment yet..and we have no guaranteed rooms...WTF!?!? who wouldnt lose her temper in such a situation like this? The worst part is, she called me when i was watching Spiderman 3 at the cinema... and i missed the climax of the movie...tsktsktsk...owell she was very accomodating naman when we reached puerto..ok na...=)

Had a well-deserved summer getaway

Went to puerto galera with a couple of friends...There were supposed to be more people in the trip but parents were strict. Especially when puerto galera is far from manila... Had fun... Enjoyed the beach though we got sunburnt(and wasnt able to join the sagala...tsktsk..sorry..)... Hopped into the banana boat..Gone snorkeling.. Met new people.. and relax..=).. This was a memorable trip since it was the first time that my parents allowed me to go out of town.. their reason? "malaki ka na eh"....hehehe..and guess what?? I asked my mom if i could go on a backpacking trip to singapore and she said yes!! yey!!=)

I threw up because of alcohol and had a hangover the next day ..for the first time

The culprit? The infamous Mindoro Sling..Everyone said that it was good so we have to try it for ourselves...It was good but got me drunk..tsktsktsk...

I Got a tan!!

A tan that ive been longing for... For years now...=)

I met someone and starting to get attached to him...

nuff said....

Wrote slash typed the longest post in my blog...

And you just read it...hehehe

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This summer was definitely memorable.. However, theres still more to come.. Im still young.. I'll probably wait for another ten months to experience summer again and make more memories..

As for now, I need to prepare for the start of the school year which is next week..Yey! im in second year..=) wish me luck..=)

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

i deserve to be hit in the head...

estupida!!!!

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

in the mind of an insomniac

Insomnia by ~IreneShpak on deviant ART

im an occasional insomniac... Yep..during summer vacations..hehee...

it all started in my grade school days..

i still remember every bit of detail of what happened that time...

coz it was my birthday...

the next day we were goin to subic to celebrate my nth birthday..

i really cant remember what year that was..

iwas so excited so i didnt sleep althroughout the night

just watched tv...the next day i was seriously bangag...no one could talk to me hehe...

years passed...im still an occasional insomniac...

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its 349 am and im still awake

alone sitting on our living room ...and im watching otc on etc..

im seriously gonna buy dvds of it..coz i missed all three seasons...bummer...tsktsk

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do you think that i love being an insomniac?? no... i hate it...

reasons why

Insomnia slows down my system...
Insomnia causes zits...which i hate
i wake up late
i dont have enough energy for the day
and the eyebags!! hehehe

i need to get some sleep now...gnyt...=)

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Monday, May 28, 2007

its just another false alarm

yep...another one..can someone hit me in the head so that i could learn my lesson na??

hmmmp

ganon naman lagi e...im getting used to it na

i often misinterpret gestures...

paano kasi naman..you guys give impressions sa girls that you like them

nageexpect din kami..ryt ryt?

buti di pako nafall..kundi patay nnman ako...

achivement un!! hehehe

so girls..my advice..take your time..dont expect too much,,and dont trust agad...=)

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Thursday, May 24, 2007

trial and error...........

the best way in finding someone....=P

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Monday, May 21, 2007

i guess that its so not me...

currently playing hard to get..

and im having the urge tomake the initiative to talk to him..

argghh..msisira nanaman plan ko..hehehe

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ive deleted his number from my phone...to avoid sending
groupmessages to him

~but then..i still have a copy of his number..behlat!!

ignored him in ym

~but i never deleted him whatsoever

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with him..i felt the spark...

the awkwardness i find when talking to him...

actually, thats what im looking for... That mysterious feeling

i don't wanna screw this up anymore...

but i dunno if he felt the same way...*god i hope he does*

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what the hell is the right thing to do???

i think it depends on the personality of the guy...

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i dont wanna make the first move either...

i just not that kind of girl

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but i think theres something talaga

there are times na when i talk to him i get tameme..hehe(seriously)
and di naman nangyayari sakin un...

~~ when i talk to other guys.. tuloytuloy ako nagsasalita..but then
when it comes to him... i get tameme talaga

i find myself staring at him

~~ hala talaga

my heart beats faster when he goes online or when he texts me..

~~ which rarely happens sa iba
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what the hell does this mean??

wala ren makapagsabi e...

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another sun soaked season fades away

and i left my heart in it.....

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Saturday, May 19, 2007

i've been having random emo moments...

idunno why...

probably because ive got nothing to do..

another reason is that im regetting one of my past decisions

i thought that our summer trip would make me forget that decision pero nope...

it was still bothering me...
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if i could just turn back time, i would take back what i said and....

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the thing is i hate taking risks...

im afraid of getting hurt so im trying to control my emotions and feelings...

I learned my lesson coz

when i followed my heart, i ended up hurt

i guess u kno what i have been through..well that is if you kno me...

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siguro maghihintay nanaman ako...hmmmp

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

i so hate reality.....=(

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

girlfriends....

they just cant get over the past...

yep... the pathetic little girls..

i dunno wat exactly happend in the situation

but i guess...they end up being pathetic..

gosh! they are so naive..

oh.....leave them alone..hehehe

my advice for you? act mature and get over the past...past is past u kno...

and im saying this in my most friendly way..

act mature and get over it..coz i got over it na..=)

idunno lng kng mababasa nia to..hehe
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on the other hand...i got my belly ring changed na!!! yey

they told me na i should get a tongue ring...next year i will..and it doesnt hurt much daw..

depende sa tolerance ng pain..ive got a high tolerance sa pain naman..

haha..price was ok..800 pesos per piercing ..

sa robinsons..the name of the tattoo parlor is "tattoo by gene testa"

they also do tattoos and hennas for a very reasonable price...tattoos start at 1k and

hennas 150 or 200 ata..

patattoo na!! hahaha..ill probably get one in 3 years..haha..para i wont need na the

consent of my parents...pahirapan mgconvince eh..hahaa

or takas nlng?=) hehehe

then we ate sa racks pero diet mode parin..ididnt eat the baby back ribs nakakatba un e......

gosh i missed that place..

it makes me miss mandaluyong...tsktsk...balik nlng kaya ako dun? haha

awwww......haha..ayoko...my friends are here in the south eh..haha

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im still confused wt wut im filing..

minsan im ok sa fact na un...pero minsan filing ko impossible..hahaha

hai.....weird right?=)

labo ko! effect na ata to ng antok

naantok nako..hehehe

morning

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;