Saturday, September 09, 2006
yesterday
was yet another boring day of my life
i was just at home and watching
avoiding to eat food
haahaha
and then i watched the news
i saw my high school
and those mamas who were fumigating the campus
......
tpos
sbi
there was a grade two student who died from dengue
and taga dun xa
last year
i had dengue
and my mom though na the dengue lamok was from my school
dahil sa mga basura
yeah
my school was kinda dirty because of the recyclable things hanging around sa tabi tabi
kasi they have thought na
"may pera sa basura"
so aun
sa class ko last year, there were some of us who had dengue...
i, the girl who had very low resistance had it too
what a pity
that is why i flunked my dlsu exams
kasi i was not feeling well that time...
it was a sunday, the next day(monday)
i went to the bathroom and hinimatay ako
i knew then and there na there is something wrong about me
a few hours later, my mom made me eat and i could say na near death experience na un kasi ngblack out na talaga
but i could still hear ...
grbe i was so scared
ao kinahapunan we went tothe doctor and the doctor said na it could possibly be dengue fever
i was confined for like 5 days
sa asian
and my mom got really mad na and she called my school
she talked to the vice principal and said that the school was responsile for my sickness
but then they denied it by saying na they were having occassional fumigations sa school...
my mom was not satisfied
the next monday, i went to school na
it was a monday so there was an assembly
that person told the whole assemble na no one should spread rumors about the school
kasi daw ang sakit ko d daw dengue..tonsilitis daw..
i was lik "huh?"
hahahaha
fuck that
so aun
a young girl died because of the lamoks pestering my high school
hmmm
rest in peace littile girl....
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hahahaha
well
im back... i missed blogging so much that i turned on the computer and started typing this....
hahaha
so im having a term break right now and...um
its boring kasi i spent all my money sa isang pumps lang...
but its really pretty talaga..
but then...
my mommy is so nice na binilhan nia ko ng damit sa limited
hahahaha
.....
uhmm
pero overall
boring talaga term break ko
except nalang when im at the mall...
i love the mall
duh
and when kristel hung out dito sa bahay
i missed her loads
chaka nga pala
im on a diet na
i dunno
if im losing weight...
oh god i hope so
after all the deprivation ive been through this week?
hahaha
pero ill continue this until i become underweight
im serious..
serious talaga..
eversince i lost weight talaga ive
become super conscious
im occassionally bulimic...
hahaahaa
gago totoo un
u know when i feel like ive
ate so much, i would usually go to the bathroom to purge what i ate...
disgusting
and while im doing this, i pray...
hahahhaa
weird
ngsosorry ako
pero totoo talaga
so aun enough of my eating disorder
hahaha
nakakahiya
ok
ahahaha
bye
missed u loads
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Everybody's Free (to wear sunscreen)
Mary SchmichChicago Tribune
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97... wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT.
The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.
I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are NOT as fat as you imagine.
Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.
Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can. Don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.
Dance. Even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings; they are your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.
Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.
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ok so
hmmmm
tpos na 1st term
sya
2wiks of extrme rest
hai
buti nmn
hahahaha
sna may a ako
or mgdeans list nren
hahahaha
dream on bitch!!
i juz wanna maintain my scholarship
it wud be a failure pg nwala un
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