Tuesday, April 24, 2007
yes...
im spoiled...
and i also hate to admit that im a brat....
it all started when i was a child shempre...
i was really spoild eversince tlga...
i always get what i want immediately...
probably because it took so long before i had a sibling...
whenevar i wanted something...toys, food, go somewhere
i always get it...name it.. mommy will give it to me..
my parents probably thought that i would change when i grow up...
Thats what they thought...
i guess i never changed....
call me the queen of spoild people..i dont care...coz i know that its true..
i guess theyre getting used to it...
and i think that i should probably change...coz i am the one whos going to suffer in the future...
one reASON why i realized that im spoild?
coz they bought me a laptop...which i wont be needing this summer...sa pasukan pa..
i got really guilty..coz i got into a fight with my mom before they bought me the laptop...
i should really change na...tsktsktsk
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i am also confused....
someone from the past came bac and idunno how should i approach that situation..
tstsktsk...
ill keep you updated nlng on that issue..
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Friday, April 13, 2007
im not the type of girl who believes in dreams
some people just base their decision in what they have dreamt of...
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im not that type...
however,
its seems like someone is sending me signs...
idunno..im not sure...
for two days straight ive been dreaming of weird things...
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the first dream i had was a fire...
and it seems like i dont care
i was just there chatting with people i cnt remember
and i aven went closer to feel the fire...
tsktsktsk
that was so weird
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The next dream i had was a jellyfish...
i cant remember the dream but i remembered the jellyfish
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weird right?
the next day i searched through the net the meanings of these stuffs and i got these:
Fire
It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive and motivation
~~~~ this is probably true.... something old is passing and something new is entering my life?? yea...true enough..=)
~~~~ another thing is that this might probably a sign...when i was younger i call a certain someone "apoy" the next day, we started communicating again..haha
Jellyfish
To see a jellyfish in your dream, represents painful memories that is emerging from your unconscious. There may be hidden hostility or aggression in some aspect of your waking relationship or situation.
~~~~errr...i doubt this...theres no more bitterness in me na naman e...this is weird...
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Should i or should i not believe in dreams?
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
so here i am again blogging...
you probably know the reason why...
im bored,,,
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ohwell another schoolyear has ended..
all the dramas and fun
i cant believe that i survived my freshman year!!
whoohoo
1 down 2 to go!!=)
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ok so im here to talk about someone...
an asshole....
i know that i moved on and everything
but what bothers me is why he deleted me as his friend on his frenster account...
its weird right?
after a month of no communication all of the sudden...
i know its all mababaw
pero diba there must be a reason behind that
there must be something....
hmmmpp...
i wouldnt let that bother me nalang...
basta summer would be fun...=)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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