Wednesday, June 20, 2007
"The Aftermath II"
oh screw my previous post....
so what if i have changed?
you cant control it anyway...
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after talking to a couple of friends, i realized that i shouldnt care...
truetruetrue...=)
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changes are uncontrollable...
so what kung ganon tingin nila sakin?
wala rin naman ako magagawa don...
if thats what they want to think edi sige...
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so what if people know what happened?
can i still turn back time and bawiin lahat ng ginawa ko?
nope....
i think i shouldnt be ashamed tungkol don....
kasi wala naman akong ginawang masama...
i realized that kahit na gaano ka tago yung secrets...malalaman parin tlga ng iba...
whatever...
if you want to kno to satisfy your curiosity sige lang..
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siguro lang....
i shouldnt be affected sa mga ganon kasi it will just bring me down...
tama...
hayaan na sila..okie??=)
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" changes? so what? DEAL WITH IT..."
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Monday, June 18, 2007
"changes..."
**** (6/18/2007 10:07:56 PM): sana wag lang mag babago ugali
carms (6/18/2007 10:07:58 PM): paano naman?
carms (6/18/2007 10:08:06 PM): di naman nagbago ugale ko haha
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:10 PM): dont know..
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:27 PM): i heard some rumors na nag bago na daw ugali mo since nung nag college ka na
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:39 PM): porket pumayat ka na daw
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:40 PM): ?
carms (6/18/2007 10:08:42 PM): shit,,may rumors tungkol saken?
carms (6/18/2007 10:08:48 PM): kanino naman galen yan?
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:57 PM): well..
**** (6/18/2007 10:08:59 PM): rumors..
**** (6/18/2007 10:09:02 PM): pasa pasa un
carms (6/18/2007 10:09:26 PM): taena..di naman ako nagbago no..baka feeling lang nila? kasi nagiba nga itsura ko?
carms (6/18/2007 10:09:27 PM): haha
**** (6/18/2007 10:09:43 PM): oh well
**** (6/18/2007 10:09:47 PM): dont know wid them
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I don't know what to say...or how to react...
nagbago daw ako porket ganon...
all i kno is the only permanent thing in this world is change..
pero i think people made the wrong judgement..ang negative kasi ng dating na i have changed just because "pumayat daw ako"
well in my own point of view, with all the things i have experienced this year, kahit di pa tpos ang taon. I learned lots of things... and siguro namisinterpret ako?
there was on point in my life that i got really bitter and tried to do anything just to make that bitterness dissapear..baka yun ung reason kaya nagbago ako.. and that made me stronger
im still unsure kng ano nga...one time, a former classmate told me na parang bitch na daw ako since nagcollege ako..iniisip ko naman ..hinde naman..
naalala ko tuloy ung quote na
"behind every bitch is a guy that made her that way"
haha
nagaagree ako doon... pero i never came to a point na naging bitch ako ng sobra...
i just want someone na sabihin sakin na ano ung mga bagay na nagbago sakin..para maliwanagan naman ako no....haiiii
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
"he told me that i have done alright and kissed me through the morning light"
im so sorry for the late update...
i was just so busy...
schoolworks and everything
akalain mo first two weeks tambak na ng schoolworks...
and im adjusting pa in that kind of set-up....
paano nung first year di naman ganto..
so now..im trying to be a good student para next year....u kno what i mean..hehe
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ano paba? coudnt think of anything more...lahat ng nasa utak ko ngaun puro schoolworks..cha-cha...economic indicators...multinationalcorporations..etcetc..kelngn ko magunwind!! hehehee
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
"ginagawa ng mga singol girls for their birthday"
So ayan...tignan nio kalokahan ko...=),,,,,,,,I was talking to a friend of mine nagrereklamo nanaaman sa kawalan ko ng boyfriend..hehehe
andito na listahan ng requirements ko sa gusto ko ah,,hehehe
carms : sugar kuya
carms : uy! un nlng!
carms : hahahaha
**** : jajaja
**** : *hahah
**** : tama
carms : sana me gnon
**** : haha dpt mayamn!
**** : hahaha
carms : oo!
**** : hahaha
carms : sana me makita tau
carms : pero xempre dapat matino
carms : gwapo
carms : matalino
carms : matangad
carms : buff ang katawan
carms : MAGALING KUMANTA!!! di lng ung mga kanta ni JR tpos un ikaw ang trulab ko
carms : hahahahaa
**** : hahaha
carms : marunong magitara
**** : dme hnhnp ah
**** : hahaha
carms : marunung magsayaw
carms : sweet
carms : kayang sakyan random emo moments ko
**** : sbhn mo kaya, lahat nlng
**** : hahha
carms : kayang sakyan sountrip ko
carms : hahhahaahaha
carms : pwede ren
**** : hahaha
carms : pero imposibleng may mahanap ako na ganyan no?
**** : ppkhrp ka pa icpn lht eh
**** : hahha
**** : oo
**** : haha
carms : pero malay mo
carms : tawad na un sa instrument..kht anong instrument..
carms : hahahah
**** : hahahaha
**** : gaga
**** : heheh
carms : ano paba
carms : xempre un photogenic...papkita mo sa mga kaibgn mo un pic e
carms : hahahaha
carms : at iba ibang kanta ang pinapakinggan di lang emow!! yucky
**** : hahaha tae ka
**** : dme nyan noh
carms : yuck tlga un solidong emo!
carms : yuck
carms : ganto pa magtype o
**** : hahaha
**** : cno bang gnon?
**** : haha
carms : **!!!ISTARIRIAY!!!**
carms : AMPOTA
carms : ay!!! ayoko ren ng manyak!
carms : ahahhahahaa
**** : cno nman yna?
**** : hahha
carms : alam mo na..ewww
carms : hahahahaha
**** : eww tlga
**** : hahaha
carms : kaso parang wlng direksyon to..may mahanap kaya tayong ganto?
carms : hahahahahahaa
**** : hahaha ewan ko
**** : malabo ata
carms : kng me magbbgo para sakin
carms : ewww!! feeling!!
carms : hahahaha
**** : hahaha malay mo..
carms : ay oonga
carms : hahahaaha
carms : sana nga
carms : ang tanong diba me magkakainteres kaya
carms : hahahaha ampota
**** : hahahaha
**** : meron cgro
**** : ewna ntn
**** : hahhaha
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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Monday, June 04, 2007
"back to school birthday blues"
IT IS OFFICIAL...
ngayon na ang huling araw ng bakasyon ko...
to tell you the truth, tinatamad pa akong pumasok sa iskool...
ganon naman palagi eh...
tapos iniisip ko pa kung mamayang gabe makakatulog ako kasi nga naman nagkabaligtad na araw ko..hehe..baka bukas pagpasok ko, bangag ako kasi wala akong tulog.. tsktsktsk
i dunno what to expect.. ang alam ko lang, maraming mawawala..pero same faces parin naman
and i kno for a fact na lahat ng subjects mas mahihirap na...
bakit? kasi tignan mo to..eto listahan ng subjects ko:
- Principles of Law
- Finance of International Operations
- Marketing Practice
- Customer Care and Service
- Business Ecology and Environment
- Business Math 2
Kahit ba anim lang yan e alam ko na mahirap talaga....hmmmpp..i need to study harder...HARDER TALAGA!! kasi i need to maintain yung alam mo na...haha,,nahihiya akong sabihin dito eh..
peros sige pagbubutihin ko...3 terms nalang naman..3terms nga ba?
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Bukas den...sakto birthday ko...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!...seventeen nako...yey! isang taon nalang 18 nako...antagal naman noon...
pero di ko feel na birthday ko..i dunno why..
kasi siguro un birthday wish ko last year di tinupad...actually muntikan na, kaso binawi agad..hehehe..those were the days..nako nostalgic nanaman ako..haha
actually i have a wishlist ngaun birthday ko..pero ayoko ishare kasi very private..=)
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and i also bought a birthday gift for myself.. bumili ako ng novel by Paulo Coelho.. ung "The Zahir"
ay nako...u should read it kasi maganda..pero di ko pa natatapos nasa kalahati palang ako..
and then...
binilan ko rin sarili ko ng bagong tank top!! ung "got pancit" na nakikita ko sa greenhills for a month na
see?=) pasencya na haggard nako...5am na ata yan e...nocturnal mode lang hehe
so aun...nothing special...hehe
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maibang usapan...
may message ako sa isang tao..PERO DI NIYA MABABASA TO I KNO!
"miss na kita...di mo alam siguro malamang!! pero ang weird kasi every song reminds me of you..seryoso..nakakatawa noh? tapos non nakakita ako ng kabuilt mo somewhere na akala ko ikaw.. lumakas tibok ng puso ko...amp! so un lng..ingat, i miss you..."
crush ko siya nung third year high school ako lumipas ang third year, then fourth year then first year college.. nagkakilala kami personally college then dun kami nagkausapusap na.. hehe...weird noh?
SO ANO KAYA TO? edi crush hehehe..nye..ang childish nito parang highschool amp!!!
ay teka...sa makakabasa nito..wag wag wag mgfeeling okei?=) walang confirmation kung sino tong taong to..blind item muna..hehe
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oh btw..may tinry akong kakikayan... i painted my fingernails green then my toenails black..ang weird ko..heehe..
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so yun lang... wish me luck sa new school year..sana makasunod ako...hmmp..kaya ko to...=)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
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