...confessions of a frustrated thespian...

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carmina

~~~17 years old
~~~straight...
~~~i look chinese but im not
~~~theres a secret that i cant reveal haha
~~~spoiled brat...really
~~~stupid at times
~~~manhid
~~~hopeless romantic
~~~friendly
~~~optimistic
~~~but pessimistic at times
~~~vain girl
~~~maarte
~~~approachable
~~~music lover
~~~ym patron
~~~starbucks addict
~~~looks mature..shocks
~~~lazy
~~~loves travelling
~~~loves beaches and the sand..hahhaa..weird

i live in my own fairytale and i know that my prince will be coming...excuse my childishness...hehehe

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Monday, June 18, 2007

"changes..."

**** (6/18/2007 10:07:56 PM): sana wag lang mag babago ugali

carms (6/18/2007 10:07:58 PM): paano naman?

carms (6/18/2007 10:08:06 PM): di naman nagbago ugale ko haha

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:10 PM): dont know..

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:27 PM): i heard some rumors na nag bago na daw ugali mo since nung nag college ka na

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:39 PM): porket pumayat ka na daw

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:40 PM): ?

carms (6/18/2007 10:08:42 PM): shit,,may rumors tungkol saken?

carms (6/18/2007 10:08:48 PM): kanino naman galen yan?

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:57 PM): well..

**** (6/18/2007 10:08:59 PM): rumors..

**** (6/18/2007 10:09:02 PM): pasa pasa un

carms (6/18/2007 10:09:26 PM): taena..di naman ako nagbago no..baka feeling lang nila? kasi nagiba nga itsura ko?

carms (6/18/2007 10:09:27 PM): haha

**** (6/18/2007 10:09:43 PM): oh well

**** (6/18/2007 10:09:47 PM): dont know wid them

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I don't know what to say...or how to react...

nagbago daw ako porket ganon...

all i kno is the only permanent thing in this world is change..

pero i think people made the wrong judgement..ang negative kasi ng dating na i have changed just because "pumayat daw ako"

well in my own point of view, with all the things i have experienced this year, kahit di pa tpos ang taon. I learned lots of things... and siguro namisinterpret ako?

there was on point in my life that i got really bitter and tried to do anything just to make that bitterness dissapear..baka yun ung reason kaya nagbago ako.. and that made me stronger

im still unsure kng ano nga...one time, a former classmate told me na parang bitch na daw ako since nagcollege ako..iniisip ko naman ..hinde naman..

naalala ko tuloy ung quote na

"behind every bitch is a guy that made her that way"

haha

nagaagree ako doon... pero i never came to a point na naging bitch ako ng sobra...

i just want someone na sabihin sakin na ano ung mga bagay na nagbago sakin..para maliwanagan naman ako no....haiiii

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

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